Don't want it to End!!! :( :( :(

OMG! I was just sitting here thinking of a good topic to write about when my whole body became depressed. I am realizing that the school year is coming to a close. In a couple more weeks summer time will be here. I know somebody will probably think I'm slow for saying this but I don't want summer to be here yet! I'm not quite ready. I really don't want the school year to end. I just have a feeling that this summer is gonna S-U-C-K something terrible. Well I might be exagerating just a tad but I know for a fact that this won't be the best summer for me.
People tell me to have a positive attitude when I feel this way. I try to take their advice, I really do. Its just when I try to not think about it or when I try to stay postive, it makes me think about it more and more. I'm not understanding why I do this. You already know that I'm still trying to figure myself out so DON'T JUDGE ME!!!!!lol
Back to what I was saying before, I wish that this summer will be filled with all of my friends, and fun stuff. I could write a whole book on all of the things that I want to do. I definitely know that half of those things I never will do. IDK, when summer time comes rolling around, I'm gonna be one sad teeenage girl!!!!!!!